The thing that changed my life
I am now 19 years old, that happened to me over it for a long time, I was ten years old, but I remember very well what happened because its impact is still living with me now.
My story began when my mother asked me to go and buy some of the needs of close to our house the supermarket, so I went with my little brother, and we used to go through from inside the piece of land left to get to the supermarket, on the way back Mamrna of that land again, it was my brother in front of me and I his successor, suddenly I felt as if something like wind collides me, it was a sense of invisible light, but I felt I did not realize Shi, mental pause stood and looked at the street .. was empty exactly .. and I heard, as if someone inside me says: "Everyone disappeared did not remain only Ante "..vsrecht strong cry and I started to cry and I went back to the house.
I cried a lot .. Hdotna mom and ask me what me, I do not know why I can not speak to what happened to me, as if something prevents me, I told her that I just eased.
The days passed, and still this voice telling me the same thing whenever I was alone, or one of my family members has left me in a place of my own. Heard him say: "Everyone disappeared, leaving Soaqui."
And unconsciously I do not know what's going on, Agheeb about the world and I feel myself only when I cry and cry and never looks for everyone. When the quietest read the Koran and say to myself: Why do you cry?! . Start thinking about and then I remember the sound .. I can not control my Ptsrfaty .. Since that time, I can not sit alone, I could not tell one.
After the passage of years, I discovered that the piece of land that belonged to the abandoned children orphans and no one knows who they are or the fact that the land owner.
I still suffer from the same thing, controls the obsession that I will hear the sound again Vtaatmlkny a state of extreme horror even graduated almost spiritual to me.
I do not know what should I do .. and what are the Alte? ..
Please Please advise me and help me ..
My story began when my mother asked me to go and buy some of the needs of close to our house the supermarket, so I went with my little brother, and we used to go through from inside the piece of land left to get to the supermarket, on the way back Mamrna of that land again, it was my brother in front of me and I his successor, suddenly I felt as if something like wind collides me, it was a sense of invisible light, but I felt I did not realize Shi, mental pause stood and looked at the street .. was empty exactly .. and I heard, as if someone inside me says: "Everyone disappeared did not remain only Ante "..vsrecht strong cry and I started to cry and I went back to the house.
I cried a lot .. Hdotna mom and ask me what me, I do not know why I can not speak to what happened to me, as if something prevents me, I told her that I just eased.
The days passed, and still this voice telling me the same thing whenever I was alone, or one of my family members has left me in a place of my own. Heard him say: "Everyone disappeared, leaving Soaqui."
And unconsciously I do not know what's going on, Agheeb about the world and I feel myself only when I cry and cry and never looks for everyone. When the quietest read the Koran and say to myself: Why do you cry?! . Start thinking about and then I remember the sound .. I can not control my Ptsrfaty .. Since that time, I can not sit alone, I could not tell one.
After the passage of years, I discovered that the piece of land that belonged to the abandoned children orphans and no one knows who they are or the fact that the land owner.
I still suffer from the same thing, controls the obsession that I will hear the sound again Vtaatmlkny a state of extreme horror even graduated almost spiritual to me.
I do not know what should I do .. and what are the Alte? ..
Please Please advise me and help me ..
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